She's on our television screens four nights a week, yet hates being in the spotlight; She earns a six-figure salary, but still lives with her parents, and although she had a boob job in her teens, she insists she doesn't fret about her body. By anyone's standards, actress Lacey Turner is a bundle of contradictions. " Pretty weird," is how she describes herself. "I'm ridiculously shy and I have all these different sides to me that don't add up."If we didn't believe her before our shoot, we certainly do now. Despite having a size-8 figure and flawless skin, Lacey hates having her picture taken. In fact, she has to act her way through the poses in today's photos to overcome her crippling insecurities.
"I switch into a character," she explains "once it's over, I'm back to being me."
One look at the pictures confirms her thespian credentials - Lacey oozes bad girl attitude in every one. But pouting Hollywood siren is a million miles from the softly spoken, awkward girl who sits down to chat, and even further away from the chavvy, self-destructive wildcat she plays in Eastenders. With so many different guises, it's hard to work out Miss Turner. At just 21 and with 25 awards under her belt for her powerful portrayal of bipolar sufferer Stacey Slater, you'd expect a little bit of an ego, but she's not even close to confident and seems to find the attention quite uncomfortable.
After the shoot she laughs: "All I'm thinking about now is getting out of these clothes,scraping the make-up off and going home for chicken and mash with my mum,dad and two sister."It's hardly rock 'n' roll, but that's the way Lacey likes it. "If Stacey got dressed up like this she'd be off the nearest nightclub. I sometimes wish I was as ballsy as her, but I'm about as far away from Stacey as you get. My idea of hell is a celebrity party. I'd rather stay in and watch TV. I'm more mild than wild."

It's easy to believe Lacey is a homebody. She's timid and looks so young she'd almost certainly need her passport to get beyond the bouncers at her local Ritzy. But then read up on her past and it seems she's not so retiring after all, attracting as much trouble in real life as her alter ego does in Walford. When she was 17 Lacey hit the headlines after being caught on CCTV romping in a hotel corridor with her then-boyfriend Jake Gotlib. Her next and only other relationship, with Matt Kaye, ended in 2007 after he was exposed as a drug dealer. Most recently, in February last year, a man she didn't even know punched her in the face outside a nightclub in Watford. For a girl who claims to love the quiet life, it all adds up to another incongruity, but Lacey is quick to defend herself. "I'm not embarrased about any of those stories. I have done mad things in the past, and behaved badly, but who hasn't?. The difference is that I'm on television so everyone get to know about it!". Growing up in the spotlight has been tough and it's made her loathe fame. "It scares me because so much is out of your control, it makes you really think before you do anything. I'm terrible for getting drunk and can get completely pissed on just a few glasses of wine. What I've learnt over the past few years is that it just isn't worth it. i'd rather not be in the papers the next day."
As unpleasant as it was to read those stories, Lacey puts them down to experience. Understandadly, she's less thick skinned when it comes to taunts about her weight. "The only thing that hurt me was being called fat."I'm not toned because I don't go to the gym, but I'm not fat. I cried when I saw the article. I can see how easy it is to get obsessed with weight, but I won't go down that road. Im happy with myself. I've just got to stop worrying about what everyone else thinks of me."
However, this wasn't always the case. At just 18 she booked herself in for a £4,000 boob job, going from 32B to a 32D to give her the curves she craved. Surely this isn't the action of someone 100 per cent happy with her body?. Lacey doesn't even flinch at the question. "I don't see it as anything other than quite a simple thing,I didn't do it to look sexy. I felt odd and out of proportion. My body looked wrong. In my family all the women have tiny chests. I know I was just 18, but I knew my shape wouldn't change because it's in my genes. I don't regret it. I think my body looks the way it should now.I'm proud I had the operation."
She knows her own mind, makes her own money and is incredibly successful, which is why it's all the more odd that Lacey still lives at home in Radlett, Hertfordshire, with mum Bev, dad Les and her two sisters, Daisy, 19, and eight-year-old Lily. It's even more peculiar given that she bought her own property three years ago. She moved in but hated being home alone, and just two months later, she was back with her parents. "I thought it would be great to have my own flat, for two weeks I loved it and settled in with my chocolate Labrador, Dexter. But after a month or so I'd find myself coming home to this silent house. I had no one to talk to but the dog. I'd go around to my mum's every night for tea because I'm a terrible cook and a horribly fussy eater. I don't eat vegtables. I like chicken, but hate meat on the bone so Mum takes it off for me. "I missed being there, so I rented out my place and moved back. I had to have the box room as my sister had nabbed my bedroom, but I didn't mind - I just feel happier at home."

Lacey knows people will think she's a pampered princess, but says she wouldn't have it any other way. Yet just when you have labelled as unadventurous and unable to fend for herself, she throws in something else to challenge your view. "I am spoilt, that's not a good thing. I have a great job, earn good money and I live at home, but I felt I wasn't living a real life, so this summer I thought about my life. I thought about what my friends had done and what I'd missed out on because of Eastenders. I hadn't roughed it, so I decided to go backpacking in Thailand."Lacey was able to take a three-week holiday from the soap because her character Stacey was away being treated for her bipolar disorder in a mental health clinic. It was an adventure that Lacey will never forget and it made her grow up after years of being cosseted by her family and the close kint cast on Eastenders. "I felt completly free. We stayed in cheap dives with no hot water and I wore the same knickers three days running. I ate egg fried rice for breakfast, lunch and dinner every day, my hair was frizzy, my clothes stank and I looked like a minger, but I had the best time of my life. I thought about not coming home, but I know how lucky I am to have Eastenders. Instead I've promised myself to rough it out in a different country every year. It's put things into perspective and made me appreciate what I have - my family, work, hot and cold running water!".
It didn't, however , end with a holiday romance. unbelievably, Lacey has been single for two years. "Well if Johnny Depp was free I'd be interested, but I don't get to meet that many guys. I'd known my two exes since I was 12. I don't really party and I'm very careful about who I talk to because you never know what people are after. At the moment I'm leaving the romantic traumas to Stacey!".
Living the wilder side of her life through her character is one explanation why Lacey's so contrary, but it does leave you wondering if she's set to off the rails when she inevitably leaves the soap. For now, though, she's happy with her lot. "I guess I'm a little bonkers, but I'm also very lucky and right now, that'll do me."

SO, LACEY HAVE YOU EVER.....
Slapped someone's check in anger?
Not that I can remember, but Stacey's done it loads
Given the wrong number to a guy deliberately?
Haven't we all? Sometimes it's the easiest way of not looking too rude
Said "I love you" but not meant it?
Yes, but I feel bad about it. It's an awful thing to do
Been naked in a public place?
Yes. I'm always taking my clothes off at work - that's a public place, isn't it? There are lots of times I cant believe what I have to wear. The gold catsuit was the worst - I may as well have been naked!
Lied in an interview?
Yes. But not in this one
